tiistai 13. helmikuuta 2018
Rfa as Garden Gray The (The Gray Garden)
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"..."
"..."
"..."
"Does everyone realize that there is way too Manu characters to play?"
"Yes, there is... We just have to play many roles."
"This will Be so hard..."
---
"My name is Yosafire! Seriously, my name is Yosafire? And isn't she girl?"
"We play genderbent version, so no, he isn't. And don't complain, Zen, it's main character! And not insane..."
"I know, Jaehee, but still! He is kind of out of it..."
"He is just pissed since Jumin is Froze."
"Hey!"
---
"Where are Dialo and Chelan? They should be in this scene!"
"V is still practising his words and Saeran can't put his blonde wig on on his own."
*Sigh*
---
"Let me repeat. Rawberry eats bugs?"
"Seven..."
"My character eats bugs?"
"..."
"I like freaking eat Bugs?"
"..."
---
After Yosafire and Froze finished eating apple pie with Dialo, Chelan, Macaron and Rawberry, they went to take some to Ethiw and Kcalb, to Blank Black castle.
"Are you kidding me... Where the heck V is? He is Ethiw!"
"V is coming soon... He has trouble changing clothes so quikly... How do I look, Jaehee?"
"Awesome MC. You look always stunning to be exact."
"Aww, Thanks! I kinda like Kcalb's costume!"
---
"Wait, where is Zen? Wohads is on this scene!"
"I'm playing Yosafire..."
"Oh... Well, we will just take this scene couple times and edit it bit. Everyone ready?"
---
"My first role is mean teacher?"
"It's okay Rika, everyone knows you are not mean."
"And moreover, why Mc is V's date and not me?"
"..."
"Deal with it. I need to play this 'nice teacher', and I hate his costume... Btw, why they are not genderbent? Lowrie was man from the start."
"Author decided so so Rika could play Grief
..."
"..."
---
"First bugs, and now flaming bats? What is wrong with Rawberry?"
"You should be happy, Seven, Macaron has lowest HP..."
"Ah, Yoosung, that's why Rawberry has so high. So he could protect his crush!"
"There is no deep meaning with these roles, right?"
"Usually there is some..."
"What it is this time?"
"Macaron cames like super strong for a moment at the play. But there isn't meaning you being My characters crush."
"Oh, thank God."
---
"This is taking seriously too long."
"Maybe- Maybe we could shorten some scenes?"
"That would be awesome."
---
"These roles deep meanings are clear. Arbus and Ater are twins and so are me and Saeran."
"It isn't that scene yet... First Grora and so."
"Oh."
---
"Okay, why Grora isn't genderbent either?"
"Author likes Grora better girl and Wohads better boy."
"She had many things she puts here without any meaning but her own pleasure."
"That's how it is."
---
"I like these sunglasses. They cover My 'eyes'."
"You sound like you just made a joke, Mc, even thought I don't get it."
"Ah, that's nothing Rika, I just like Emalf's glasses."
---
"I'm mean teacher, badass angel and evil mastermind? Really?"
"Yep, that's how it is Rika. But at least you aren't that creepy Rieta who Jumin plays."
"Or Poemi who Yoosung plays."
"Wait, Yoosung is Emalf's little Brother? So he is like My brothet!"
"Awesome!"
"..."
---
"This is getting messy, but we have already played how Wohads disappeared, Ivlis came to threaten, Rieta was there, Yosafire and her three friends went to stroll places and came kidnapped to another world... Ugh, this is so messed up!"
"Let's take now scenes we haven't took yet?"
"Okay, it's cat twins then..."
---
"This is hard, cause there is so many scenes, and we have so many roles... Hey, V, you are Ethiw, not Dialo now."
"Oh."
---
After many many scenes they were finally where they should have been, at The scene where Yosafire, Froze, Macaron, Rawberry and Wohads are saved in another world by passing demon.
"He is kinda cool."
"Well, Be Happy that you play him then, Seven."
---
"For some reason, so many people should manage so many roles, this is impossible!"
"This is not meant to Be 'good', we just film this and forget this."
"Assistant Kang is right."
---
"Can this Be true? After everyone kind of made what ever they are finally there together to kill Ivlis?"
"There is Yosafire, Froze, Macaron, Rawberry, Dialo, Chelan, Grora, Wodahs, Ethiw, Kcalb, Ater, Arbus, Ivlis, Rieta, Poemi, Emalf..."
*Sigh* "So basically I, Trust fund Kid, V, MC, Rika, Seven, Saeran... Everyone except Jaehee needs to play two roles now! Wait, Jaehee, do you have any roles?"
"..."
"JAEHEE!"
---
"That was it? Happy end?"
"We need to still edit and play Raspel scenes, Jumin didn't find his wig before..."
"You mean, we play it and you edit it since you didn't play anything?"
".................."
"Sounds good!"
"Agree!"
"Awesome."
"Okay let's do this!"
---
After so, so, SO, long time they finnaly finished "Garden Gray The". It was messy, it was hard and above all, hard. But they made it. Even Jaehee.
tiistai 2. tammikuuta 2018
MysMes special for Vanderwood
Author: Nico
Rating: Whatever
Pairing: Vanderwood/Mc
Beta: Ethel
Summary: Sarah married Yoosung and they held Epic wedding at abonded island without net work Elisabeth as a priest, and at same time Rika was revealed to Be Charman's third wife and Jumin is on reality girl
A/N: So at 20.14 at Friday evening I was like 'Hey, there is so much stuff about MysMes but so little about Vanderwood. There should be more. -> I WILL FUCKING WRITE MORE (MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH)" fic ideas are just collected from around web, sorry for that
Mc on her period
"Let's go kill someone."
"I don't kill anymore."
"This is an expectitation."
"No will do."
"We will go kill that man."
"What he did?"
"Fucking bumbed to me and didn't apologize."
"..."
"..."
"The fact that you are on your period doesn't count as a reason to kill randomly."
"NOW IT FUCKING DOES!"
"NO HELL IT DOESN'T!"
"YOU LOVE ME OR NOT MAN?"
"IT HAS FUCKING NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT!"
"DON'T CALL KILLING FUCKING BASTARD SHIT!"
As you can see it's always fun when you are on periods.
Nightmares
-So he woke up like at 2am 'cause you were shutting windows down and locking doors all around The House like crazy.
-You also took all weapons around The house to bedroom and sitted next to bed with gun and knife in hands
-Like da fuck do you think you are doing at 2am? When he has work in The morning?
-"You better have great explanation to this insane behavior."
-"It was you. They didn't let you go. They will come and kill you. But that won't happen. I will kill them first when they come."
-It took Even at 2am just two seconds for him to get what you meant
-"Agency won't come after me. I cut it off clean and they wouldn't want anything to do with me anymore. Go to sleep."
-"You don't understand! They lied! They will come and-"
-At that point he realized that reassuring you at 2am about this needed to Be More foward
-So he picked you up, took away weapons and made you lie down next to him
-"It was nightmare, right?"
-"...Yes..."
-"It was just a dream. Agency let me go and it has nothing to do with me anymore. You had just nightmare. If it makes you feel better, you can sleep rest of The night here."
-*Sniff sniff*
-"My shirt is going to get wet."
-"Shut up."
-You curled up next to him and not even four and 1/4 minutes later you both were on deep sleep
Marriage
3 reasons you didn't bother to get married yourself:
1. Too much of work and wasting money
2. You did well already and didn't plan on having Kids
3. It would risk Vanderwood's shitty past on catching him
But of course there is this great organization Rfa which has endless bank account (aka Jumin) great tight schedule all-ready planner (aka Jaehee) idiot who is totally up to planning something like this (aka Seven) never failing persuader (aka Saeran) spririt lifter (aka Yoosung) someone to Be leader and present The idea (aka V) and then there is Zen who did actually nothing except smiled for cameras.
Great isn't it
So you got just picked up at 11am at one Saturday when you were just chilling at home
And got dragged into the church.
"What the hell is happening here? Who are getting married?"
"You two Vanderwood. It was Seven's idea."
"Yep, so come here I have smock~~~"
And that's how Saeyoung and V dragged Vanderwood away from you.
"Mc, I have your dress ready if you would excuse me."
"Jaehee, what is going on?"
"Rfa decides that If you are not going to get married yourself, we are doing it. Dress is by The way made by best of The bests from Korea, France and Japan."
"What?!"
"Just come, it's amazing."
And about 12.30 you were standing behind huge doors with your father, who was informed (that damn traitor).
Then you stepped inside the chapel and saw many many many Faces, and most of them you didn't even reconize. You rather told that there were your all relatives and family, most of Yoosung's and Jumin's, many familiars and familiars familiars of whole Rfa, some organizations and Elly.
Like damn.
You could have kept it down guys.
But when you both were standing on front of The althar and said 'I do' (for bit of surprise to everyone)
It was so worth it.
Or not.
You spent next 7 h and 23.5 minutes sneaking out of your own weddings.
"I never imagined something like that would happen."
"Me neither."
"But you did!"
"What you mean?"
"My ring! I know you bought it!"
"... Totally losing to you. How you knew?"
"Ohoho, I just guessed. And I was right <3"
*Laughs*
"But you bought My ring as well."
"Wha- what you mean."
"No lying Mc."
"... Okay, okay I totally got it! Geez, what if someday we got into perfect situtation for proposing and I didn't have it?!"
This was basically your afterwards conversation in the taxi.
Depressed MC
-This will Be quik
-Like
-He supported you with what he could
-But didn't spoil you
-Get tired of it in The middle
-Treated you too differently
-Etc
-Made you face things hard so you could get over them
-But did it gently
-etc
-Found you even Job you loved
-And Even hobby
-Many hobbies
-Etc
-Etc
-And so
-Most important thing was that he was there always
-Didn't take breaks
-It snapped at you 'cause your illness
-But didn't let you fall into Rika level
-Of course it wasn't all butterflies and rainbows as this fic makes it sound
-But that's completely unimportant
-"JUST BECAUSE YOU MISSED YOUR BUS, GOT YOUR FAVORITE SKIRT DIRTY AND SLEPT ONLY 4 HOURS AND HAVE PERIODS DOESN'T COUNT AS A REASON FOR WEEPING WITH ICE CREAM FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT AT NIGHTS AND SKIPPING WORK!!!"
-"ARE YOU ON MY FUCKING SIDE OR NOT MAN?!!!"
-"THERE GOES LINE SOMEWHERE MISS!!!"
-"DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME WHEN I'M BROKEN WITH MY FUCKED UP BRAIN!!!"
-"LISTEN HERE WOMAN-"
-Life is beautiful isn't it
Perfect gift for Vanderwood
This man hasn't experiences enough fun and Happy things in his life
So it's totally Time for shooting track-shopping-fancy restaurant-movie marathon-weekend!
Saturday:
-Shooting track:
'Why here?' You ask. 'He left this kind of things already.'
Ohohoho My frineds, it's not like that. He still enjoys shooting, just not in real life.
'Aaa' you say 'you are smart.'
Aww thank you.
-Shopping:
I think assuming that he could enjoy choosing his own clothes is sure. Like, maybe not putting up an model show and showing off them all but choosing them. And he would totally like you enjoying yourself while choosing and trying out clothes you like.
-Fancy restaurant:
Food.
Good food.
That's what I mean by that.
Full meal out of delicious food.
Of course anyone would like it.
Everything by his taste.
Sunday:
-Movie Marathon:
Basically all day with good snack food while watching movies
You had picked up his favorites
And made him watch couple silly romantic dramas of yours
He wouldn't complain though
Whole Day side by side with you- with good movies (mostly) and good snacks- what else can he hope for?
Pocky game
No way he would start it
So it went like this:
1. He was totally innocently chilling on sofa while eating pocky
2. You came
3. You came in front of him and totally randomly took other side of pocky into your mouth and started eating it
4. Vanderwood dropped it
5. Totally normal in those circumentars
6. You looked bit strange but ate the pocky
7. He didn't ask anything
8. Box of pockies was next to him
9. Why didn't you take those
10. "Seems like my sneaky plan of kissing you for the sake of pocky game was ruined" you said
11. He was like ???
12. You kissed him
13. Real good
14. "Maybe that makes up to it" you said before leaving
That was how your pocky game went
Mc seducing Vanderwood
No jokes.
So this man said that he won't spoil you with complimets so you should be aware~
Fuck that.
Like when only response for swimsuit is 'looks nice'
Like, am I your loved one or not?!?
So in The evening,
You put your swimsuit on,
And went just sit on his lap when he was sitting on bed.
Facing him,
You would evilly smiling slowly so s l o w l y
Start touching his skin
While moving bit Back and fort on his lap
Legs right closed to his side
And moving your hands for- how you say it again?- for more and more turning on places
Finally getting some touch with your lips too
Let's just say he didn't get off easily from that one
Mc disappears
-Did all he could to find you
-Does all he can to find you
-Still tries to find you
-You opened whole new Life for him
-Got him out of his shell
-And changed his whole Life when he was trapped
-Da fuck he stops trying to find you wbfore finding you
-Actually to The point Saeyoung needs to Make him take care of himself
-Let's just thank God that he made his best to secure you
-So Even If you are kidnapped by some suspicious, unrelated to you, underworld mafia from public restroom through pines, flew to USA within 7 hours you being on coma and made completely unavabaile to recognize and see, sunk into random Part of Atlant to underwater base with food and water rescoures for next 25 years while being Transporter without being seen by anyone or anything,
-He would find you in two years
Tall Mc
-It's real pain that you are so much taller than him
-Actually it is just embarrassed
-But he loves how you glare at anyone who comments your hight from up there and make them completely Shut up
-It's hilarious
-But since being so tall
-You mess up his hair way too often
-Like why, just why?
-What is there that makes it so fun?
Short Mc
-He has been guessed to Be her
-Big Brother 14 Times
-Father 3 Times
-and it's hilarious
-You also had got most perfect size for being teased
-And it's The most adorable when you're curling up next to him
-He really likes your short figure
-But no way you would get him say it
-Wait
-You did it
-To his defend he was sleepy at that Time
C-H-I-L-D
Pregnancy:
He didn't even believe it at start
He, father?
This is joke
When you were at your 3rd month it finally sunk in
So he freaked out and went to get help from Saeran and Saeyoung
He actually gets really well along with Saeran
After getting used to though of having baby he did everything to help you
Box of chocolates at 3am and foot message? No biggie (it was)
Giving birth:
You were at hospital about 26.769 minutes after you said you would give The birth NOW
You got so many fines
He was next to you during progress
Holding you hand with soundless support
He was even more nervous than you
When The child was out
It took like 4 minutes for him to realize it
Or so
After that he stayed next to you like some kind of sculpture named 'man who has many things to get on still'
But when he saw you smiling while holding your child on your arms
He started crying
Like some Niagara fall
After birth:
When he got first restless night 'cause child, he was ready to teaser the kid before you reminded that she couldn't take it
It was busy~ busy~ days
But he actually quite likes having a child
Something that surprises himself completely
You claim that you knew he would love the kid
Vanderwood just didn't quite buy that
He liked most when you sleeped together with The baby, it was so cute
Also when the kid started to smile and called him 'dad'
And when she got older and went to school and peoundly came to tell how she dealed with bullies
But he totally freaked out when you said you were expecting your second child
Bug
If you ask nowadays what happened, he will tell how he broke mug after throwing it onto spider which immadiately died
In truth it went bit differently:
Vanderwood was just drinking coffee at kitchen like any normal person when he saw spider walking on the wall. He didn't freaking however, he knew you hated spiders so he decided to kill it. He went over and tried to kill it with mug he was drinking from. He forgot two things
1. There was coffee in mug
2. Spiders are freaking fast
So when he tried to kill it by crushing it between mug and wall, he actually just missed it and throw whole lot of coffee into his hands and jeans.
Hot coffee really hurts actually. So he, in pain, broke The mug by pushing it too strongly against the wall. And glass shards hurt also.
Now he was reeeeaaaaallllly mad to The spider. After taking glass shards out of his hand he furiously hit the wall until he finally hit the spider and it died.
After four seconds of reliefe he saw The bloody and coffeely mess on wall and his hands and jeans and shirt.
It was really great Day for him.
Especially when later you catched another spider without any mess or problems.
If Mc dies
This is short story.
He
Would
Join
The
Agency
Again.
And no one never saw him again.
He would just Focus to his work.
Like, coming out of The agency led him into heart break, he didn't want that shit anymore.
Just work.
And money.
And no more relationships, any kind of.
When MC tries to commit suicide
It happened at 19.36 at thursday evening in the kitchen.
You had took his taeser gun, and were holding it almost against your skin, breathing slowly.
I don't know How, does he have a sixth sense or something or he found your suicide letter sooner that you thought, but he came rushing in at that point.
And also I don't know How, but when you turned around while pressing taeser gun to your skin, he managed to shoot it out of your hand without hurting you.
Sound echoed in The room for a long time after that, he looking serious as ever, Even mad, just looking at you over his gun. You were standing in the middle of the room, other hand still up, looking at him like prey looks at Predator.
After very long feeled half minute, he dropped gun out of his hand and for third time you have known him, hugged you.
"What the hell you were thinking?!?" His words cutted through your mind straight to the points were Frozen and fixed to commit suicide. All those thoughts turned into deep saddness, his words like waking you up to what you were really doing. You started to crying while hiding your face to his chest.
"ImsorryImsorryImsorryImsorry..."
He Petter your head softly while hugging you still, starting to breath slowly.
"I'm not going to Be soft about it, I don't know If I Even can, but you were doing some really stupid shit right there. And it wasn't okay. But I'm going to stay beside you, and you can rely to me all you need. Just don't leave me."
For some reason that made you cry for even more.
Mc annoys Vanderwood
So it was those days. Coffee tastes like cheap mud from street, you forgot your keys home and then Vanderwood forgot that The pizza in The fridge was yours.
Actually it was mostly The last one's fault.
Anyways, you just randomia decided to freaking act like Seven.
"Hey Mc, where are-"
"Whoa, who is this mysterious person doing on My house?"
"What are you expalining?"
"Oh, it was just The maid~~~ But where is your dress? Black dress with white apron is M-U-S-T!"
"You really Lost it huh?"
"No, I know perfectly where I am."
"Then where is My laptop?"
"Probably somewhere~~~"
"Answers please."
"No."
"Mc."
"No."
"That is annoying."
"No."
"Why are you doing that."
"No."
"Want me to go away that badly?"
"No."
"You are acting really strange..."
"No."
"Answers now."
"No."
"Stop when I'm still nice."
"No."
"You have three seconds."
"Okay okay madam... But could you please clean soon? House has gotten really dirty~ and could you start with vacuuming?"
"My cleaning slave Times are over."
"What else are you here for? Making coffee to me for staying up?"
"... In old days I would have taesered you, but I will do something much more cruel. No hugs for you for a week."
"Okay okay I stop this right away, just don't do that!!!"
"You resembable for Seven was pretty good."
"Oh, tha- WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO WALK AWAY?!"
Bathroom scenes
Vanderwood:
When Vanderwood came on while you were showering, he was just so-
Casual.
He came in and when he saw that you were there, he just calmly pointed out that you had still something on your cheec.
And walked out.
And didn't comment anything.
At all.
Like sure, there is nothing you could say after seeing them whole naked even If that is your girlfriend.
Nothing to stay at all.
Really pissed you off.
He couldn't understand why you were so furious.
Mc:
You had just walked in when you saw him and were already ready to walk out,
When you saw that scar on his back.
Bit more on left side, there was about 5 cm long scar about 0,4 cm wide.
He didn't even pay attention to you.
Before you walked right over to The freaking shower and started to examine his scar.
"What are you doing?"
"Don't move."
"Then stop doing anything weird and let me wash My hair."
You glared at him like 'you-freaking-better-make-this-up-for-me'.
"You can examine what ever there is when I'm done showering."
No use asking from me why that scar was so interesting.
Mc has amnesia
Let's just say you dropped from bed and hit your head obviously pretty badly. When Vanderwood came to check on you, your conversation basically was:
-Are you okay MC?
-Who are you?
-Don't play with me, I'm serious
-Keep away from me dude
-What are you trying to say
-I woke up in a place I don't know, results are obvious. I have been kidnapped.
-That's some crazy shit you are saying
-You have three seconds Time to relase me or
-Or what, woman
You attacked
-DON'T FUCKING BITE MY HAND
-I WILL FIRST TAKE CARE OF YOU AND THEN YOU CAN COMPLAIN
-STOP BITING ME
-NOT WORKING
-OKAY, IF YOU WANT TO BE SERIOUS, I WILL BE SERIOUS TOO
-AUGH, THAT HURTS! HANDS OFF!
-NOT UNTIL YOU EXPLAIN YOURSELF
-I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG
-EXCEPT ATTACKING YOUR HUSBAND
-DON'T MESS YOURSELF WITH SOMEONE OBVIOUSLY MUCH BETTER LEVELED MAN WHO DESERVES ME
-STOP TRYING TO ESCAPE
-NOT UNTIL YOU RELEASE ME
-WHY WOULD I
-'CAUSE I WON'T BE ANY OF USE TO YOU NEVER, AND WILL DEFINETLY NOT GO ALONG WITH YOUR PLANS
-DEFINETLY RIGHT, 'CAUSE YOU I MISSED MY TV SHOW!
-THAT IS UNIMPORTANT
-COULD YOU STOP MOVING?! I'M TRYING TO GET MY PHONE HERE!
-TO CALL YOUR LITTLE ALLYS TO COME?! OVER MY VERY DEAD BODY
-NO
Then Vanderwood showed your marriage photo and probably collected himself
-"This is what I wanted to show"
-That looks like you
-And you
-...
-"Will you listen now?"
Those little things, you remembered year and date wrong, photos and contact informations in your phone and his supposed story and your friends knew your husband made you believe that you weren't kidnapped and instead had amnesia
Scary stuff that amnesia thing
You should be happy that your taeser gun was on other side of the bed than you fell
It would have been ugly If you would have reached it
Someone attacs Mc and Vanderwood
-So you were totally casually strolling on street when these shady looking middle aged mans came
-"Money" one of them said. Only that
-They so choose wrong prey
-Vanderwood almost taesered them before he remember that he shouldn't do that anymore even before he finished word 'money'
-"Sorry I have just cards with me Buddy." He said instead
-Which sounded really weird to you
-"Why didn't you attack them?"
-"I shouldn't do that anymore, and you know that."
-"They came here asking money and you are willing to let them go with all their limbs unbroken?"
-"That is right. They aren't Even that dangerous I bet."
-"You could have at least shot them or something. You have your taeser gun Even."
-"They are If something serious happens, and these mans would be taken care of with one hand."
-"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT ME?!??!??????"
-"So, that was The problem... CAN'T YOU JUST SAY WHAT IS PROBLEM FROM THE START?!?"
-"OKAY, I SAY. FUCKING BREAK THEIR NECKS IN ORDER TO PROTECT ME!!!"
-"OKAY THEN- Where they went?"
-Those mans were like long gone. Who knows why
-Vanderwood didn't even use his taeser gun
Mc dyed her hair
Bright red is really your color
But let's just say it creeped Vanderwood out at first
Like, you looked like female Seven If you put glasses on
Totally resembled him about Seven
"I think you should try Green or something."
"Oh, okay."
You yourself stated that 'it looks like I have some long grass growing from My head'
But for him it looked really nice
But he said 'Green works much better than red, but I liked natural one too.'
At that point it was about seconds away that World was III started before you remembered that usually when talking about things like that he really liked both of them geniously instead just didn't bothering to think about it or disliking both
Rating: Whatever
Pairing: Vanderwood/Mc
Beta: Ethel
Summary: Sarah married Yoosung and they held Epic wedding at abonded island without net work Elisabeth as a priest, and at same time Rika was revealed to Be Charman's third wife and Jumin is on reality girl
A/N: So at 20.14 at Friday evening I was like 'Hey, there is so much stuff about MysMes but so little about Vanderwood. There should be more. -> I WILL FUCKING WRITE MORE (MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH)" fic ideas are just collected from around web, sorry for that
Mc on her period
"Let's go kill someone."
"I don't kill anymore."
"This is an expectitation."
"No will do."
"We will go kill that man."
"What he did?"
"Fucking bumbed to me and didn't apologize."
"..."
"..."
"The fact that you are on your period doesn't count as a reason to kill randomly."
"NOW IT FUCKING DOES!"
"NO HELL IT DOESN'T!"
"YOU LOVE ME OR NOT MAN?"
"IT HAS FUCKING NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS SHIT!"
"DON'T CALL KILLING FUCKING BASTARD SHIT!"
As you can see it's always fun when you are on periods.
Nightmares
-So he woke up like at 2am 'cause you were shutting windows down and locking doors all around The House like crazy.
-You also took all weapons around The house to bedroom and sitted next to bed with gun and knife in hands
-Like da fuck do you think you are doing at 2am? When he has work in The morning?
-"You better have great explanation to this insane behavior."
-"It was you. They didn't let you go. They will come and kill you. But that won't happen. I will kill them first when they come."
-It took Even at 2am just two seconds for him to get what you meant
-"Agency won't come after me. I cut it off clean and they wouldn't want anything to do with me anymore. Go to sleep."
-"You don't understand! They lied! They will come and-"
-At that point he realized that reassuring you at 2am about this needed to Be More foward
-So he picked you up, took away weapons and made you lie down next to him
-"It was nightmare, right?"
-"...Yes..."
-"It was just a dream. Agency let me go and it has nothing to do with me anymore. You had just nightmare. If it makes you feel better, you can sleep rest of The night here."
-*Sniff sniff*
-"My shirt is going to get wet."
-"Shut up."
-You curled up next to him and not even four and 1/4 minutes later you both were on deep sleep
Marriage
3 reasons you didn't bother to get married yourself:
1. Too much of work and wasting money
2. You did well already and didn't plan on having Kids
3. It would risk Vanderwood's shitty past on catching him
But of course there is this great organization Rfa which has endless bank account (aka Jumin) great tight schedule all-ready planner (aka Jaehee) idiot who is totally up to planning something like this (aka Seven) never failing persuader (aka Saeran) spririt lifter (aka Yoosung) someone to Be leader and present The idea (aka V) and then there is Zen who did actually nothing except smiled for cameras.
Great isn't it
So you got just picked up at 11am at one Saturday when you were just chilling at home
And got dragged into the church.
"What the hell is happening here? Who are getting married?"
"You two Vanderwood. It was Seven's idea."
"Yep, so come here I have smock~~~"
And that's how Saeyoung and V dragged Vanderwood away from you.
"Mc, I have your dress ready if you would excuse me."
"Jaehee, what is going on?"
"Rfa decides that If you are not going to get married yourself, we are doing it. Dress is by The way made by best of The bests from Korea, France and Japan."
"What?!"
"Just come, it's amazing."
And about 12.30 you were standing behind huge doors with your father, who was informed (that damn traitor).
Then you stepped inside the chapel and saw many many many Faces, and most of them you didn't even reconize. You rather told that there were your all relatives and family, most of Yoosung's and Jumin's, many familiars and familiars familiars of whole Rfa, some organizations and Elly.
Like damn.
You could have kept it down guys.
But when you both were standing on front of The althar and said 'I do' (for bit of surprise to everyone)
It was so worth it.
Or not.
You spent next 7 h and 23.5 minutes sneaking out of your own weddings.
"I never imagined something like that would happen."
"Me neither."
"But you did!"
"What you mean?"
"My ring! I know you bought it!"
"... Totally losing to you. How you knew?"
"Ohoho, I just guessed. And I was right <3"
*Laughs*
"But you bought My ring as well."
"Wha- what you mean."
"No lying Mc."
"... Okay, okay I totally got it! Geez, what if someday we got into perfect situtation for proposing and I didn't have it?!"
This was basically your afterwards conversation in the taxi.
Depressed MC
-This will Be quik
-Like
-He supported you with what he could
-But didn't spoil you
-Get tired of it in The middle
-Treated you too differently
-Etc
-Made you face things hard so you could get over them
-But did it gently
-etc
-Found you even Job you loved
-And Even hobby
-Many hobbies
-Etc
-Etc
-And so
-Most important thing was that he was there always
-Didn't take breaks
-It snapped at you 'cause your illness
-But didn't let you fall into Rika level
-Of course it wasn't all butterflies and rainbows as this fic makes it sound
-But that's completely unimportant
-"JUST BECAUSE YOU MISSED YOUR BUS, GOT YOUR FAVORITE SKIRT DIRTY AND SLEPT ONLY 4 HOURS AND HAVE PERIODS DOESN'T COUNT AS A REASON FOR WEEPING WITH ICE CREAM FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT AT NIGHTS AND SKIPPING WORK!!!"
-"ARE YOU ON MY FUCKING SIDE OR NOT MAN?!!!"
-"THERE GOES LINE SOMEWHERE MISS!!!"
-"DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME WHEN I'M BROKEN WITH MY FUCKED UP BRAIN!!!"
-"LISTEN HERE WOMAN-"
-Life is beautiful isn't it
Perfect gift for Vanderwood
This man hasn't experiences enough fun and Happy things in his life
So it's totally Time for shooting track-shopping-fancy restaurant-movie marathon-weekend!
Saturday:
-Shooting track:
'Why here?' You ask. 'He left this kind of things already.'
Ohohoho My frineds, it's not like that. He still enjoys shooting, just not in real life.
'Aaa' you say 'you are smart.'
Aww thank you.
-Shopping:
I think assuming that he could enjoy choosing his own clothes is sure. Like, maybe not putting up an model show and showing off them all but choosing them. And he would totally like you enjoying yourself while choosing and trying out clothes you like.
-Fancy restaurant:
Food.
Good food.
That's what I mean by that.
Full meal out of delicious food.
Of course anyone would like it.
Everything by his taste.
Sunday:
-Movie Marathon:
Basically all day with good snack food while watching movies
You had picked up his favorites
And made him watch couple silly romantic dramas of yours
He wouldn't complain though
Whole Day side by side with you- with good movies (mostly) and good snacks- what else can he hope for?
Pocky game
No way he would start it
So it went like this:
1. He was totally innocently chilling on sofa while eating pocky
2. You came
3. You came in front of him and totally randomly took other side of pocky into your mouth and started eating it
4. Vanderwood dropped it
5. Totally normal in those circumentars
6. You looked bit strange but ate the pocky
7. He didn't ask anything
8. Box of pockies was next to him
9. Why didn't you take those
10. "Seems like my sneaky plan of kissing you for the sake of pocky game was ruined" you said
11. He was like ???
12. You kissed him
13. Real good
14. "Maybe that makes up to it" you said before leaving
That was how your pocky game went
Mc seducing Vanderwood
No jokes.
So this man said that he won't spoil you with complimets so you should be aware~
Fuck that.
Like when only response for swimsuit is 'looks nice'
Like, am I your loved one or not?!?
So in The evening,
You put your swimsuit on,
And went just sit on his lap when he was sitting on bed.
Facing him,
You would evilly smiling slowly so s l o w l y
Start touching his skin
While moving bit Back and fort on his lap
Legs right closed to his side
And moving your hands for- how you say it again?- for more and more turning on places
Finally getting some touch with your lips too
Let's just say he didn't get off easily from that one
Mc disappears
-Did all he could to find you
-Does all he can to find you
-Still tries to find you
-You opened whole new Life for him
-Got him out of his shell
-And changed his whole Life when he was trapped
-Da fuck he stops trying to find you wbfore finding you
-Actually to The point Saeyoung needs to Make him take care of himself
-Let's just thank God that he made his best to secure you
-So Even If you are kidnapped by some suspicious, unrelated to you, underworld mafia from public restroom through pines, flew to USA within 7 hours you being on coma and made completely unavabaile to recognize and see, sunk into random Part of Atlant to underwater base with food and water rescoures for next 25 years while being Transporter without being seen by anyone or anything,
-He would find you in two years
Tall Mc
-It's real pain that you are so much taller than him
-Actually it is just embarrassed
-But he loves how you glare at anyone who comments your hight from up there and make them completely Shut up
-It's hilarious
-But since being so tall
-You mess up his hair way too often
-Like why, just why?
-What is there that makes it so fun?
Short Mc
-He has been guessed to Be her
-Big Brother 14 Times
-Father 3 Times
-and it's hilarious
-You also had got most perfect size for being teased
-And it's The most adorable when you're curling up next to him
-He really likes your short figure
-But no way you would get him say it
-Wait
-You did it
-To his defend he was sleepy at that Time
C-H-I-L-D
Pregnancy:
He didn't even believe it at start
He, father?
This is joke
When you were at your 3rd month it finally sunk in
So he freaked out and went to get help from Saeran and Saeyoung
He actually gets really well along with Saeran
After getting used to though of having baby he did everything to help you
Box of chocolates at 3am and foot message? No biggie (it was)
Giving birth:
You were at hospital about 26.769 minutes after you said you would give The birth NOW
You got so many fines
He was next to you during progress
Holding you hand with soundless support
He was even more nervous than you
When The child was out
It took like 4 minutes for him to realize it
Or so
After that he stayed next to you like some kind of sculpture named 'man who has many things to get on still'
But when he saw you smiling while holding your child on your arms
He started crying
Like some Niagara fall
After birth:
When he got first restless night 'cause child, he was ready to teaser the kid before you reminded that she couldn't take it
It was busy~ busy~ days
But he actually quite likes having a child
Something that surprises himself completely
You claim that you knew he would love the kid
Vanderwood just didn't quite buy that
He liked most when you sleeped together with The baby, it was so cute
Also when the kid started to smile and called him 'dad'
And when she got older and went to school and peoundly came to tell how she dealed with bullies
But he totally freaked out when you said you were expecting your second child
Bug
If you ask nowadays what happened, he will tell how he broke mug after throwing it onto spider which immadiately died
In truth it went bit differently:
Vanderwood was just drinking coffee at kitchen like any normal person when he saw spider walking on the wall. He didn't freaking however, he knew you hated spiders so he decided to kill it. He went over and tried to kill it with mug he was drinking from. He forgot two things
1. There was coffee in mug
2. Spiders are freaking fast
So when he tried to kill it by crushing it between mug and wall, he actually just missed it and throw whole lot of coffee into his hands and jeans.
Hot coffee really hurts actually. So he, in pain, broke The mug by pushing it too strongly against the wall. And glass shards hurt also.
Now he was reeeeaaaaallllly mad to The spider. After taking glass shards out of his hand he furiously hit the wall until he finally hit the spider and it died.
After four seconds of reliefe he saw The bloody and coffeely mess on wall and his hands and jeans and shirt.
It was really great Day for him.
Especially when later you catched another spider without any mess or problems.
If Mc dies
This is short story.
He
Would
Join
The
Agency
Again.
And no one never saw him again.
He would just Focus to his work.
Like, coming out of The agency led him into heart break, he didn't want that shit anymore.
Just work.
And money.
And no more relationships, any kind of.
When MC tries to commit suicide
It happened at 19.36 at thursday evening in the kitchen.
You had took his taeser gun, and were holding it almost against your skin, breathing slowly.
I don't know How, does he have a sixth sense or something or he found your suicide letter sooner that you thought, but he came rushing in at that point.
And also I don't know How, but when you turned around while pressing taeser gun to your skin, he managed to shoot it out of your hand without hurting you.
Sound echoed in The room for a long time after that, he looking serious as ever, Even mad, just looking at you over his gun. You were standing in the middle of the room, other hand still up, looking at him like prey looks at Predator.
After very long feeled half minute, he dropped gun out of his hand and for third time you have known him, hugged you.
"What the hell you were thinking?!?" His words cutted through your mind straight to the points were Frozen and fixed to commit suicide. All those thoughts turned into deep saddness, his words like waking you up to what you were really doing. You started to crying while hiding your face to his chest.
"ImsorryImsorryImsorryImsorry..."
He Petter your head softly while hugging you still, starting to breath slowly.
"I'm not going to Be soft about it, I don't know If I Even can, but you were doing some really stupid shit right there. And it wasn't okay. But I'm going to stay beside you, and you can rely to me all you need. Just don't leave me."
For some reason that made you cry for even more.
Mc annoys Vanderwood
So it was those days. Coffee tastes like cheap mud from street, you forgot your keys home and then Vanderwood forgot that The pizza in The fridge was yours.
Actually it was mostly The last one's fault.
Anyways, you just randomia decided to freaking act like Seven.
"Hey Mc, where are-"
"Whoa, who is this mysterious person doing on My house?"
"What are you expalining?"
"Oh, it was just The maid~~~ But where is your dress? Black dress with white apron is M-U-S-T!"
"You really Lost it huh?"
"No, I know perfectly where I am."
"Then where is My laptop?"
"Probably somewhere~~~"
"Answers please."
"No."
"Mc."
"No."
"That is annoying."
"No."
"Why are you doing that."
"No."
"Want me to go away that badly?"
"No."
"You are acting really strange..."
"No."
"Answers now."
"No."
"Stop when I'm still nice."
"No."
"You have three seconds."
"Okay okay madam... But could you please clean soon? House has gotten really dirty~ and could you start with vacuuming?"
"My cleaning slave Times are over."
"What else are you here for? Making coffee to me for staying up?"
"... In old days I would have taesered you, but I will do something much more cruel. No hugs for you for a week."
"Okay okay I stop this right away, just don't do that!!!"
"You resembable for Seven was pretty good."
"Oh, tha- WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO WALK AWAY?!"
Bathroom scenes
Vanderwood:
When Vanderwood came on while you were showering, he was just so-
Casual.
He came in and when he saw that you were there, he just calmly pointed out that you had still something on your cheec.
And walked out.
And didn't comment anything.
At all.
Like sure, there is nothing you could say after seeing them whole naked even If that is your girlfriend.
Nothing to stay at all.
Really pissed you off.
He couldn't understand why you were so furious.
Mc:
You had just walked in when you saw him and were already ready to walk out,
When you saw that scar on his back.
Bit more on left side, there was about 5 cm long scar about 0,4 cm wide.
He didn't even pay attention to you.
Before you walked right over to The freaking shower and started to examine his scar.
"What are you doing?"
"Don't move."
"Then stop doing anything weird and let me wash My hair."
You glared at him like 'you-freaking-better-make-this-up-for-me'.
"You can examine what ever there is when I'm done showering."
No use asking from me why that scar was so interesting.
Mc has amnesia
Let's just say you dropped from bed and hit your head obviously pretty badly. When Vanderwood came to check on you, your conversation basically was:
-Are you okay MC?
-Who are you?
-Don't play with me, I'm serious
-Keep away from me dude
-What are you trying to say
-I woke up in a place I don't know, results are obvious. I have been kidnapped.
-That's some crazy shit you are saying
-You have three seconds Time to relase me or
-Or what, woman
You attacked
-DON'T FUCKING BITE MY HAND
-I WILL FIRST TAKE CARE OF YOU AND THEN YOU CAN COMPLAIN
-STOP BITING ME
-NOT WORKING
-OKAY, IF YOU WANT TO BE SERIOUS, I WILL BE SERIOUS TOO
-AUGH, THAT HURTS! HANDS OFF!
-NOT UNTIL YOU EXPLAIN YOURSELF
-I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG
-EXCEPT ATTACKING YOUR HUSBAND
-DON'T MESS YOURSELF WITH SOMEONE OBVIOUSLY MUCH BETTER LEVELED MAN WHO DESERVES ME
-STOP TRYING TO ESCAPE
-NOT UNTIL YOU RELEASE ME
-WHY WOULD I
-'CAUSE I WON'T BE ANY OF USE TO YOU NEVER, AND WILL DEFINETLY NOT GO ALONG WITH YOUR PLANS
-DEFINETLY RIGHT, 'CAUSE YOU I MISSED MY TV SHOW!
-THAT IS UNIMPORTANT
-COULD YOU STOP MOVING?! I'M TRYING TO GET MY PHONE HERE!
-TO CALL YOUR LITTLE ALLYS TO COME?! OVER MY VERY DEAD BODY
-NO
Then Vanderwood showed your marriage photo and probably collected himself
-"This is what I wanted to show"
-That looks like you
-And you
-...
-"Will you listen now?"
Those little things, you remembered year and date wrong, photos and contact informations in your phone and his supposed story and your friends knew your husband made you believe that you weren't kidnapped and instead had amnesia
Scary stuff that amnesia thing
You should be happy that your taeser gun was on other side of the bed than you fell
It would have been ugly If you would have reached it
Someone attacs Mc and Vanderwood
-So you were totally casually strolling on street when these shady looking middle aged mans came
-"Money" one of them said. Only that
-They so choose wrong prey
-Vanderwood almost taesered them before he remember that he shouldn't do that anymore even before he finished word 'money'
-"Sorry I have just cards with me Buddy." He said instead
-Which sounded really weird to you
-"Why didn't you attack them?"
-"I shouldn't do that anymore, and you know that."
-"They came here asking money and you are willing to let them go with all their limbs unbroken?"
-"That is right. They aren't Even that dangerous I bet."
-"You could have at least shot them or something. You have your taeser gun Even."
-"They are If something serious happens, and these mans would be taken care of with one hand."
-"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT ME?!??!??????"
-"So, that was The problem... CAN'T YOU JUST SAY WHAT IS PROBLEM FROM THE START?!?"
-"OKAY, I SAY. FUCKING BREAK THEIR NECKS IN ORDER TO PROTECT ME!!!"
-"OKAY THEN- Where they went?"
-Those mans were like long gone. Who knows why
-Vanderwood didn't even use his taeser gun
Mc dyed her hair
Bright red is really your color
But let's just say it creeped Vanderwood out at first
Like, you looked like female Seven If you put glasses on
Totally resembled him about Seven
"I think you should try Green or something."
"Oh, okay."
You yourself stated that 'it looks like I have some long grass growing from My head'
But for him it looked really nice
But he said 'Green works much better than red, but I liked natural one too.'
At that point it was about seconds away that World was III started before you remembered that usually when talking about things like that he really liked both of them geniously instead just didn't bothering to think about it or disliking both
Fairy tail chatting between chapters 527 and 528
Author: Nico
Genre: Dunno
Rating: U, R
Summary: WARNING!!! INCLUDES MAJOR SPOILINGS FROM FAIRY TAIL!!! Fic happens after chapter 527, it's group chat of peoples before chapter 528
A/N: okay, I did it 'cause Ethel asked for fairy tail fic, and here is one now. Enjoy if you can.
Eth's note: Just saying, this was done around the time those chapters were published, we just kinda forgot to post this oops?
Genre: Dunno
Rating: U, R
Summary: WARNING!!! INCLUDES MAJOR SPOILINGS FROM FAIRY TAIL!!! Fic happens after chapter 527, it's group chat of peoples before chapter 528
A/N: okay, I did it 'cause Ethel asked for fairy tail fic, and here is one now. Enjoy if you can.
Eth's note: Just saying, this was done around the time those chapters were published, we just kinda forgot to post this oops?
lauantai 14. lokakuuta 2017
Depressed! Rfa
Author: Nico
Genre: Angst
Rating: Well, maybe 13 since there isn't really reason to read angst when smaller than that? It could totally crash life OR something?
Beta: Ethel
Summary: Title says it all
A/N: I could have made it better.
"...Hello?..."
"?"
"Can you see this?"
Mc put her book down. It's not everyday something like this happens.
Saeran looked at the screen, breathing slowly. "I hope this works..."
Address? It sounded suspicious, but... Why not? Mc put coat on and brushed her hair quikly before leavings.
Saeran looked Mc as she left her house. The door didn't close. "Idiot..." When Mc was no longer able to see her house, Saeran went in.
Mc walked quikly towards destination. When she finally got in, the chatroom changed.
"What the..."
When Saeyoung finally noticed Mc, he immadiately started checking who she was. When he saw her at the security camera, he slowed down. "She is cute..."
Yoosung tried to control his shaking fingers. One breath, second breath, third breath. His hands finally stopped shaking.
Zen hit the wall one last time. He would keep it together, he would keep it together... He wouldn't hurt himself.
Jumin took more wine. He had grown addicted to it the same way many people grown addicted to sweets and stuff when depressed and sad. Unhealty, yes. Working, yes.
Jaehee didn't have time to this. Not for stranger, nor Zen's movie, nor for selfhurting. She would work, make living and be happy...
Saeran walked around the aparment. It was rather small. Kitchen was clean, thought there was mountain of dishes. There was one bathroom, no laundry at all there and obviously very rarely used and cleaned. He moved to the bedroom.
She didn't seems dangerous, at least. Saeyoung called V so he would hear about Mc too... And then he noticed one detail. White scar, right next to red one at Mc's wrist.
Mc sitten down to the floor. This was simply too much, just too much... She tried to say something still at some points, cover how broken she was at the moment.
V logged into the chatroom. Small smile appeared to his face when he saw everyone's glad texts... He would play along. Wouldn't show how gloomy he really felt about this.
Saeyoung looked at the security camera again. She was really cute... Except the scars. Saeyoung touched his hand to the place his scars were.
"Would she really be girl...?" Zen muttered. Maybe, just maybe...
Yoosung shut his computer off. He would play attention to this. Depression would come up easily after the shock. He would keep it together.
Jumin pet Elisabeth the 3rd's fur. It was always relaxing. Mc, the stranger. According to V, someone who would continue Rika's work.
Saeran came inside the bedroom. The room was one big mess. Laudrys were everywhere, bed seemed like there was someone not even hour ago even thought it was already 3 pm. There was food packings too, most of them snacks. Most terrifying were photos, drawings at the middle of the floor. Dying, pained and sad people at the most of the photos... Some of them torned apart.
Jaehee continued working. Being perfektionist, not leaving herself time to Be sad... But that suddenly appeared Mc took her attention back to chat.
V decided to make Mc part of Rfa. Maybe, just maybe, it would clear some of the gloominess after Rika's "death"... Maybe it would clear his gloominess about two faced lying to Rfa and Rika.
Mc looked as everyone slowly just accepted the fact that she would become part of Rfa... When she didn't even want. She couldn't keep playing happy that much, not that much.
Jumin looked at Elisabeth while chatting. That cat has became his lifeline, he lived for that cat. He didn't have anything else left to keep him there. Jumin looked at The screen again, saw Mc's question...
Seven looked dirty house around him. What really kept him there? But parties... Those were good, one thing he didn't need to lie being glad.
Zen thought two years back, when he saw Rika last time. Would Mc really continue her work? Zen had acting, but with parties he would make more excuses to keep on...
"Take... Rika's place?" That seemed impossible. No way someone just could come and take her place. Yoosung looked at the black computer screen on front of him. Rika left huge scar into his life. And after that everything just went wrong. Distracting himself, playing LoLoL to be exact, was his lifeline. To keep life together.
V logged out of the messenger. After Rika lost it, he hasn't really saw light. But now, he knew even darkness would left soon. Rika would finally make move on Rfa. Left would be nothing.
Saeran looked at the drawings. Some were impulsive, like just made to tear down feelings. Some were obviously made within long time and care. Some looked like in the middle she just lost it. Saeran thought about scars on his foots, on his hands. Maybe he lost it too.
Mc was now part of Rfa.
The kind way she talked, her spirit throught the messages, everything made Zen relieved. And when he finally laid down to sleep, he smiled small, first real smile in years. He dared to get his hopes up about more light future.
Yoosung gamed until late at night. Mc was nice, so nice. Staring to see her as Rika, Yoosung went to sleep. Not having brave to hurt himself with sharps he usually hit himself. This evening, he didn't. It was first time in months.
Jumin went to sleep. They would have parties again. And Mc... Jumin knew it would just hurt to fell from high, but he didn't have power to stop himself from rising hope.
Jaehee finished work. She was dead tired, which meant safe evening. It wouldn't stop nightmares, but... Jaehee smiled... Maybe this time they wouldn't come. Maybe Mc and parties would help her find happiness, real happiness again.
Falling asleep, hoping to see Mc one last time before sleeping Seven ended his day staring the security camera.
V fell aspleen feeling relieved it would end way or another soon. It would end.
Saeran found one drawing, what show bit of hope. Small girl, crawling from blood and death bodies, trying to reach men's hands as he waited. Girl smiled while crying. Saeran looked the drawing long. He wanted to be saved too.
Mc broke finally down, not sleeping at all that night. Much blood was involved while she broke one cup and opened the scars on her hands. Finally she couldn't help but fell asleep. Last thing she remembered was staring at her phone and remember undepressing messages from...
They let their hopes up.
About better morning.
Real smiles and laughs.
Wanted tomorrow.
Unbroken skin.
Feeling heart.
Better future.
With them.
Him.
Her.
Relying on each others, trying to keep up.
Tearing not tears of saddness, of joy and happiness, will to Life...
But...
Not everyone can have it.
Not everyone can be saved.
Not everyone can climb out of the darkness they were in.
Not everyone can rise their heads again and see that life is beautiful.
Not everyone can collect themself from drowing to saddness.
And when they lose...
They will end the game.
Without return.
Without reset.
Without hope,
There is no reason.
Without reason,
There is nothing left.
Just nothingless circling around you.
Maybe even winners would fell down again.
Maybe two hopeless person's would just Make each others even more hopeless.
Maybe love couldn't save them, just delay things
But sure was,
That the play would end way or another to them all,
In 11 days.
It was how to live.
It was how to die.
It was Rfa.
Genre: Angst
Rating: Well, maybe 13 since there isn't really reason to read angst when smaller than that? It could totally crash life OR something?
Beta: Ethel
Summary: Title says it all
A/N: I could have made it better.
"...Hello?..."
"?"
"Can you see this?"
Mc put her book down. It's not everyday something like this happens.
Saeran looked at the screen, breathing slowly. "I hope this works..."
Address? It sounded suspicious, but... Why not? Mc put coat on and brushed her hair quikly before leavings.
Saeran looked Mc as she left her house. The door didn't close. "Idiot..." When Mc was no longer able to see her house, Saeran went in.
Mc walked quikly towards destination. When she finally got in, the chatroom changed.
"What the..."
When Saeyoung finally noticed Mc, he immadiately started checking who she was. When he saw her at the security camera, he slowed down. "She is cute..."
Yoosung tried to control his shaking fingers. One breath, second breath, third breath. His hands finally stopped shaking.
Zen hit the wall one last time. He would keep it together, he would keep it together... He wouldn't hurt himself.
Jumin took more wine. He had grown addicted to it the same way many people grown addicted to sweets and stuff when depressed and sad. Unhealty, yes. Working, yes.
Jaehee didn't have time to this. Not for stranger, nor Zen's movie, nor for selfhurting. She would work, make living and be happy...
Saeran walked around the aparment. It was rather small. Kitchen was clean, thought there was mountain of dishes. There was one bathroom, no laundry at all there and obviously very rarely used and cleaned. He moved to the bedroom.
She didn't seems dangerous, at least. Saeyoung called V so he would hear about Mc too... And then he noticed one detail. White scar, right next to red one at Mc's wrist.
Mc sitten down to the floor. This was simply too much, just too much... She tried to say something still at some points, cover how broken she was at the moment.
V logged into the chatroom. Small smile appeared to his face when he saw everyone's glad texts... He would play along. Wouldn't show how gloomy he really felt about this.
Saeyoung looked at the security camera again. She was really cute... Except the scars. Saeyoung touched his hand to the place his scars were.
"Would she really be girl...?" Zen muttered. Maybe, just maybe...
Yoosung shut his computer off. He would play attention to this. Depression would come up easily after the shock. He would keep it together.
Jumin pet Elisabeth the 3rd's fur. It was always relaxing. Mc, the stranger. According to V, someone who would continue Rika's work.
Saeran came inside the bedroom. The room was one big mess. Laudrys were everywhere, bed seemed like there was someone not even hour ago even thought it was already 3 pm. There was food packings too, most of them snacks. Most terrifying were photos, drawings at the middle of the floor. Dying, pained and sad people at the most of the photos... Some of them torned apart.
Jaehee continued working. Being perfektionist, not leaving herself time to Be sad... But that suddenly appeared Mc took her attention back to chat.
V decided to make Mc part of Rfa. Maybe, just maybe, it would clear some of the gloominess after Rika's "death"... Maybe it would clear his gloominess about two faced lying to Rfa and Rika.
Mc looked as everyone slowly just accepted the fact that she would become part of Rfa... When she didn't even want. She couldn't keep playing happy that much, not that much.
Jumin looked at Elisabeth while chatting. That cat has became his lifeline, he lived for that cat. He didn't have anything else left to keep him there. Jumin looked at The screen again, saw Mc's question...
Seven looked dirty house around him. What really kept him there? But parties... Those were good, one thing he didn't need to lie being glad.
Zen thought two years back, when he saw Rika last time. Would Mc really continue her work? Zen had acting, but with parties he would make more excuses to keep on...
"Take... Rika's place?" That seemed impossible. No way someone just could come and take her place. Yoosung looked at the black computer screen on front of him. Rika left huge scar into his life. And after that everything just went wrong. Distracting himself, playing LoLoL to be exact, was his lifeline. To keep life together.
V logged out of the messenger. After Rika lost it, he hasn't really saw light. But now, he knew even darkness would left soon. Rika would finally make move on Rfa. Left would be nothing.
Saeran looked at the drawings. Some were impulsive, like just made to tear down feelings. Some were obviously made within long time and care. Some looked like in the middle she just lost it. Saeran thought about scars on his foots, on his hands. Maybe he lost it too.
Mc was now part of Rfa.
The kind way she talked, her spirit throught the messages, everything made Zen relieved. And when he finally laid down to sleep, he smiled small, first real smile in years. He dared to get his hopes up about more light future.
Yoosung gamed until late at night. Mc was nice, so nice. Staring to see her as Rika, Yoosung went to sleep. Not having brave to hurt himself with sharps he usually hit himself. This evening, he didn't. It was first time in months.
Jumin went to sleep. They would have parties again. And Mc... Jumin knew it would just hurt to fell from high, but he didn't have power to stop himself from rising hope.
Jaehee finished work. She was dead tired, which meant safe evening. It wouldn't stop nightmares, but... Jaehee smiled... Maybe this time they wouldn't come. Maybe Mc and parties would help her find happiness, real happiness again.
Falling asleep, hoping to see Mc one last time before sleeping Seven ended his day staring the security camera.
V fell aspleen feeling relieved it would end way or another soon. It would end.
Saeran found one drawing, what show bit of hope. Small girl, crawling from blood and death bodies, trying to reach men's hands as he waited. Girl smiled while crying. Saeran looked the drawing long. He wanted to be saved too.
Mc broke finally down, not sleeping at all that night. Much blood was involved while she broke one cup and opened the scars on her hands. Finally she couldn't help but fell asleep. Last thing she remembered was staring at her phone and remember undepressing messages from...
They let their hopes up.
About better morning.
Real smiles and laughs.
Wanted tomorrow.
Unbroken skin.
Feeling heart.
Better future.
With them.
Him.
Her.
Relying on each others, trying to keep up.
Tearing not tears of saddness, of joy and happiness, will to Life...
But...
Not everyone can have it.
Not everyone can be saved.
Not everyone can climb out of the darkness they were in.
Not everyone can rise their heads again and see that life is beautiful.
Not everyone can collect themself from drowing to saddness.
And when they lose...
They will end the game.
Without return.
Without reset.
Without hope,
There is no reason.
Without reason,
There is nothing left.
Just nothingless circling around you.
Maybe even winners would fell down again.
Maybe two hopeless person's would just Make each others even more hopeless.
Maybe love couldn't save them, just delay things
But sure was,
That the play would end way or another to them all,
In 11 days.
It was how to live.
It was how to die.
It was Rfa.
maanantai 9. lokakuuta 2017
Rfa and Bugs (muhawahahaha)
Author: Nico
Genre: Uhm, I hope you enjoy the fic?
Rating: Since there are those sexual references... 10?... 15?...
Pairing: Rfa/Mc
Beta: Ethel
Summary: RFA vs bugs - epic war of defending the universe
A/N: Some random thing came into My head
Yoosung:
-You all know it already
-He is more scared of cockroach than you
-So it went about:
"Yoosung! Come help!!!"
"What's the problem?!"
"Co- Co- Cockroach! It is there- Yoosung?"
-And you found Yoosung locked up into his room, with some kind of bug killer- drug and big book. And he was under sheets, looking to the door.
-When you came in, he almost screamed
-"Go take care of it."
-"But they are disgusting."
-"It's man's job to protect the girl."
-"I have always been teased that I am girly"
-"And I am prince charming then?"
-Finally you went together
-"It's in the middle of the wall."
-"I go from the right side."
-"And I from the left."
-At that point you kinda felt like agents targetting dangerous criminal
-When you went closer, it rushed towards Yoosung
-"KILL IT!"
-"YOU ARE DEAD NOW!"
-"YOU CAN DO IT HONEY!!!"
-Of course that little creature lost house war III
Zen:
-It was cold march evening
-You were chilling on the sofa
-Watching TV
-You have cuddled up to his side
-He stroke your hair casually while you talked
-Then
-Beetle fell on you from nowhere
-To be exact, right above your shirt
-Then it went in
-And you looked
-Realized what happened
-And then screamed
-Zen jumped little
-You accidentally hit him while screaming so he fell down on the floor
-He was, like, so confused
-Then you took your shirt off which didn't help his confusion
-Did I mention it was march? It was heck cold too
-So you had undershirt too
-Beetle was under it
-Then you screamed "TAKE IT OFF!!!!" to Zen
-Which didn't help at all
-He couldn't get why you wanted to strip while scream
-So he managed
-"In my opinion we should have sex first in bedroom and second when you don't scream."
-And you stopped screaming since you didn't catch it
-Like, how battling against beetle turned into 'let's have sex'???
-There was ultimaten silence about 12.6 second when you just stared at each others
-Finally you answered "Sure, let's have sex after you take the beetle out of this house."
-Zen looked at your undershirt and saw little moving object
-Trying his best to think this and that instead of you he took the beetle and throw it out
Jaehee
-You have this tradition of drinking coffee after closing the cafe every Day
-It wasn't any different monday
-Excapet that this ugly, disgusting trio of ants somehow landed into your coffee
-Jaehee looked
-You rised The cup
-Jaehee panicked
-Yelled "Don' drink!!!"
-And by pure reflecs hit the cup so you wouldn't drink
-Felt like time stopped
-Beatiful cup of coffee flew and found it's way onto your neck and shirt
-Burning hot
-You screamed little by surprise and since it hurted little bit
-Jaehee was so shocked by what she did
-Like why I did that????
-She apologized so many times
-Problem was
-That you didn't have change
-Only your now dirty long sleeved shirt and jeans
-You said that it was no problem
-But Jaehee insisted on changing shirts since it was her fault
-Finally you gave up
-Who would have guessed that those three ants would end up on your mouth anyway in changing progress?
Jumin
-Centipede
-Destroyer of good time
-Basically, you saw it while bathing
-It's cliche but that happens
-So, imagine this relaxing, hot tub filled with clean water and bubbles
-And that nearly 10 centimeters long centipede
-Next to your foot
-Two seconds of confusion
-You scream
-Try to get up
-End up slipping
-And almost drowing into the tub
-Jumin comes on
-Sees you drowing into tub
-Picks you up
-Checs that you are alive
-And then wokes you up by gently shaking you
-When you wake up
-You first remember the centipede
-Then that you are naked
-Centipede is more important so you Focus to it
-"C- Centipede!"
-"Where?"
-"Here!"
-Jumin looks awhile
-Then spots it
-"Take quick shower and dress up in seven minutes, I go pack some clothes. We are leaving house with Elisabeth so that men from pest control can come and take care of it. Who knows if there is more of them?"
-And that's how cliche bath + Bug turned into escape from the centipede house
Seven:
-Daddy longlegs
-That's one hilarious name for that spider like creature
-So, like at every other Day you were driving around
-Chatting about whatever
-When you spotted this thing clinging up your leg
-Immandiately complete shut-down happened in your mind
-You slowly said
-"D- Daddy..."
-"Yes Mc?"
-"Daddy..."
-"Trying to turn me on? Continue little more."
-"DADDY LONGLEGS!!!"
-Full turn-off
-Seven stopped the car then and there (luckily it was in The middle of nowhere)
and looked at the way you pointed
-And there it was
-Dangereously near to your skirt
-"Stop right there creature, that place is only for me!"
-"Be serious!"
-"Okay"
-Seven strenghed his hand to get this thing
-But it was quick
-While thing turned into tag match on your legs
-Finally Seven got it
-But, in The last moment, he made mistake
-Instead of immadiately throwing it out, he rised that daddy longlegs to your heads side
-By natural instick, you slapped it away
-Hardly
-With Max Power
-It hurted
-Seven looked at his bit red hand, throw the creature out before facing you
-"I saved you from that evil thing and you slap me? Disgrateful little girls are meant to have punishments."
-You kinda felt your face turning pale
-Without going to details (but for those who are really curious, let's just say that Seven #### while €€€€€ and @@@@@ and so on) we just need to Be Happy that The car was in the middle of nothing
V
-So he was painting
-It was one of those he made for fun
-It was his mom
-It was almost ready
-Only face was left
-It was so Beautiful
-You were almost envious
-Then
-From tree above
-This big stupid catpillar landed on paintings face
-V looked at it
-It moved
-Freshly painted face went all messy
-Slowly V picked up The catepillar
-And was about to throw it away
-When you spoke behind him
-"What happened to face?"
-Most likely his reflecs made him kill the catepillar between his fingers
-Bit shocked he looked his hand
-And his only defense for what he did next is that he didn't sleep enough
-He turned to your way and put that hand on you neck
-"What you said again Mc?"
-That cold, heart breaking feeling when you have corpse of catepillar on your neck
-"What is on my neck?"
-Then V realized what he did
-"I'm so sorry Mc, let me take it away..."
-He must have some sleeping problem
-He handn't let down his brush during the incident
-So he ended up smacking your face with it when trying to take dead catepillar of with his other hand
-You wince little
-V is Even More sorry
-"I- I'm so sorry, I haven't slept enough..."
-He stood up in hurry
-And The painting fell down
-At that point it was quite enough to you
-You took The brush, left it there, dragged V to wash his hand
-And basically forced him sleep
-"I'm really okay MC... But you-"
-"Sleep."
Saeran
-You were sleeping together
-Like, actually sleeping
-So you know that feeling when you wake up but there is spider on the ceiling and you are scared to move since for some reason you are scared that it would fell on you
-That's what happened
-You woke up
-Saeran was already awake
-Silently glaring The ceiling
-Spider was there
-Not moving
-You slowly opened you mouth and said
-"How long it has been there?"
-"I woke up half hour ago
-And at that point you knew it was going to be long morning
-"When will it move?"
-"I don't know."
-"I hope it doesn't fell."
-"Seven works on room above, so if he jumps or something..."
-"Oh God."
-"Yep."
-After 15 minutes
-"Will we die here?"
-"No."
-"But when it goes away?"
-"I don't know."
-"I'm hungry..."
-"Me too."
-"..."
-"..."
-"I won't move."
-"Me neither."
-Needless to say at this point, but Saeran doesn't like spiders
-You would probably been there whole day if Seven hadn't come
-"What are you two lying there for?"
-"We won't move 'cause that spider."
-"You mean that really small spot of dirt on the ceiling?"
-"..."
-"..."
-"Man I'm hungry."
-"I want ice cream."
-"Me too."
-Seven was laughing about that, like, FOREVER
-"They were like statues and wouldn't move being scared of stain that looked like spider!"
Genre: Uhm, I hope you enjoy the fic?
Rating: Since there are those sexual references... 10?... 15?...
Pairing: Rfa/Mc
Beta: Ethel
Summary: RFA vs bugs - epic war of defending the universe
A/N: Some random thing came into My head
Yoosung:
-You all know it already
-He is more scared of cockroach than you
-So it went about:
"Yoosung! Come help!!!"
"What's the problem?!"
"Co- Co- Cockroach! It is there- Yoosung?"
-And you found Yoosung locked up into his room, with some kind of bug killer- drug and big book. And he was under sheets, looking to the door.
-When you came in, he almost screamed
-"Go take care of it."
-"But they are disgusting."
-"It's man's job to protect the girl."
-"I have always been teased that I am girly"
-"And I am prince charming then?"
-Finally you went together
-"It's in the middle of the wall."
-"I go from the right side."
-"And I from the left."
-At that point you kinda felt like agents targetting dangerous criminal
-When you went closer, it rushed towards Yoosung
-"KILL IT!"
-"YOU ARE DEAD NOW!"
-"YOU CAN DO IT HONEY!!!"
-Of course that little creature lost house war III
Zen:
-It was cold march evening
-You were chilling on the sofa
-Watching TV
-You have cuddled up to his side
-He stroke your hair casually while you talked
-Then
-Beetle fell on you from nowhere
-To be exact, right above your shirt
-Then it went in
-And you looked
-Realized what happened
-And then screamed
-Zen jumped little
-You accidentally hit him while screaming so he fell down on the floor
-He was, like, so confused
-Then you took your shirt off which didn't help his confusion
-Did I mention it was march? It was heck cold too
-So you had undershirt too
-Beetle was under it
-Then you screamed "TAKE IT OFF!!!!" to Zen
-Which didn't help at all
-He couldn't get why you wanted to strip while scream
-So he managed
-"In my opinion we should have sex first in bedroom and second when you don't scream."
-And you stopped screaming since you didn't catch it
-Like, how battling against beetle turned into 'let's have sex'???
-There was ultimaten silence about 12.6 second when you just stared at each others
-Finally you answered "Sure, let's have sex after you take the beetle out of this house."
-Zen looked at your undershirt and saw little moving object
-Trying his best to think this and that instead of you he took the beetle and throw it out
Jaehee
-You have this tradition of drinking coffee after closing the cafe every Day
-It wasn't any different monday
-Excapet that this ugly, disgusting trio of ants somehow landed into your coffee
-Jaehee looked
-You rised The cup
-Jaehee panicked
-Yelled "Don' drink!!!"
-And by pure reflecs hit the cup so you wouldn't drink
-Felt like time stopped
-Beatiful cup of coffee flew and found it's way onto your neck and shirt
-Burning hot
-You screamed little by surprise and since it hurted little bit
-Jaehee was so shocked by what she did
-Like why I did that????
-She apologized so many times
-Problem was
-That you didn't have change
-Only your now dirty long sleeved shirt and jeans
-You said that it was no problem
-But Jaehee insisted on changing shirts since it was her fault
-Finally you gave up
-Who would have guessed that those three ants would end up on your mouth anyway in changing progress?
Jumin
-Centipede
-Destroyer of good time
-Basically, you saw it while bathing
-It's cliche but that happens
-So, imagine this relaxing, hot tub filled with clean water and bubbles
-And that nearly 10 centimeters long centipede
-Next to your foot
-Two seconds of confusion
-You scream
-Try to get up
-End up slipping
-And almost drowing into the tub
-Jumin comes on
-Sees you drowing into tub
-Picks you up
-Checs that you are alive
-And then wokes you up by gently shaking you
-When you wake up
-You first remember the centipede
-Then that you are naked
-Centipede is more important so you Focus to it
-"C- Centipede!"
-"Where?"
-"Here!"
-Jumin looks awhile
-Then spots it
-"Take quick shower and dress up in seven minutes, I go pack some clothes. We are leaving house with Elisabeth so that men from pest control can come and take care of it. Who knows if there is more of them?"
-And that's how cliche bath + Bug turned into escape from the centipede house
Seven:
-Daddy longlegs
-That's one hilarious name for that spider like creature
-So, like at every other Day you were driving around
-Chatting about whatever
-When you spotted this thing clinging up your leg
-Immandiately complete shut-down happened in your mind
-You slowly said
-"D- Daddy..."
-"Yes Mc?"
-"Daddy..."
-"Trying to turn me on? Continue little more."
-"DADDY LONGLEGS!!!"
-Full turn-off
-Seven stopped the car then and there (luckily it was in The middle of nowhere)
and looked at the way you pointed
-And there it was
-Dangereously near to your skirt
-"Stop right there creature, that place is only for me!"
-"Be serious!"
-"Okay"
-Seven strenghed his hand to get this thing
-But it was quick
-While thing turned into tag match on your legs
-Finally Seven got it
-But, in The last moment, he made mistake
-Instead of immadiately throwing it out, he rised that daddy longlegs to your heads side
-By natural instick, you slapped it away
-Hardly
-With Max Power
-It hurted
-Seven looked at his bit red hand, throw the creature out before facing you
-"I saved you from that evil thing and you slap me? Disgrateful little girls are meant to have punishments."
-You kinda felt your face turning pale
-Without going to details (but for those who are really curious, let's just say that Seven #### while €€€€€ and @@@@@ and so on) we just need to Be Happy that The car was in the middle of nothing
V
-So he was painting
-It was one of those he made for fun
-It was his mom
-It was almost ready
-Only face was left
-It was so Beautiful
-You were almost envious
-Then
-From tree above
-This big stupid catpillar landed on paintings face
-V looked at it
-It moved
-Freshly painted face went all messy
-Slowly V picked up The catepillar
-And was about to throw it away
-When you spoke behind him
-"What happened to face?"
-Most likely his reflecs made him kill the catepillar between his fingers
-Bit shocked he looked his hand
-And his only defense for what he did next is that he didn't sleep enough
-He turned to your way and put that hand on you neck
-"What you said again Mc?"
-That cold, heart breaking feeling when you have corpse of catepillar on your neck
-"What is on my neck?"
-Then V realized what he did
-"I'm so sorry Mc, let me take it away..."
-He must have some sleeping problem
-He handn't let down his brush during the incident
-So he ended up smacking your face with it when trying to take dead catepillar of with his other hand
-You wince little
-V is Even More sorry
-"I- I'm so sorry, I haven't slept enough..."
-He stood up in hurry
-And The painting fell down
-At that point it was quite enough to you
-You took The brush, left it there, dragged V to wash his hand
-And basically forced him sleep
-"I'm really okay MC... But you-"
-"Sleep."
Saeran
-You were sleeping together
-Like, actually sleeping
-So you know that feeling when you wake up but there is spider on the ceiling and you are scared to move since for some reason you are scared that it would fell on you
-That's what happened
-You woke up
-Saeran was already awake
-Silently glaring The ceiling
-Spider was there
-Not moving
-You slowly opened you mouth and said
-"How long it has been there?"
-"I woke up half hour ago
-And at that point you knew it was going to be long morning
-"When will it move?"
-"I don't know."
-"I hope it doesn't fell."
-"Seven works on room above, so if he jumps or something..."
-"Oh God."
-"Yep."
-After 15 minutes
-"Will we die here?"
-"No."
-"But when it goes away?"
-"I don't know."
-"I'm hungry..."
-"Me too."
-"..."
-"..."
-"I won't move."
-"Me neither."
-Needless to say at this point, but Saeran doesn't like spiders
-You would probably been there whole day if Seven hadn't come
-"What are you two lying there for?"
-"We won't move 'cause that spider."
-"You mean that really small spot of dirt on the ceiling?"
-"..."
-"..."
-"Man I'm hungry."
-"I want ice cream."
-"Me too."
-Seven was laughing about that, like, FOREVER
-"They were like statues and wouldn't move being scared of stain that looked like spider!"
lauantai 7. lokakuuta 2017
Rfa and mind-reading
Author: Nico
Rating: U, G?
Genre: Blaah, if I'm lucky (what I'm never) humor
Beta: Ethel
Summary: Obviously story about aliens what came and destroyed Earth
A/N: If I would have mind-reading power, I would use it first to myself
Yoosung:
-It took sooooo long for him to realize his talent
-First he just answered to all kind of things what people just thinked
-When he finally realized power he has
-It was like freeking scary to him
-"How I'm supposed to live normal life ever anymore?!?"
-It took almost two months for him to learn how to stop it
Zen:
-He wanted to know how people really thinked about him
-Expecially you
-But you always thinked about some random stuff
-And even when Zen asked you directly
-Your thoughts were same as your words!
-When he finally caught you thinking "Zen..."
-He just stopped what he was doing and focused to your thoughts
-"Zen has something on his face but he didn't heard when I said about it... Should I just take it away myself?"
-At that point Zen reconized that "something" on his face...
-It was coffee
Jaehee:
-She didn't want to read others mind, it wasn't fair to others
-But at the coffee shop, first without her even recornizing it she started read customers minds and what they wanted
-It was freaking scary to people when Jaehee just gave what they thought they would want
-Too bad
-Jaehee never realized that she keep reading orders from customers' minds
Jumin:
-What you think?
-Elizabeth
-The
-3rd's
-Mind
-Obvilously Jumin tried read Elly's mind
-But when someone just thinks "meow, meow, meoow"
-It doesn't help at all
Seven:
-Mystical mind-reading power?
-Hell Yes!
-Seven kept reading everyones minds
-It was so much fun to hear some peoples darkest secrets and to others it was great to be albe to help with some problems
-He loves reading your mind
-Expecially he loves hear your thoughs about himself
-Oh wait
-He loved to read your mind
-But when he heard you thinking
-"Oh crap, Seven is watching me again, did he find out that I actually took his computer instead of Saeran? I raelly need to give it back but my things are all just so between..."
-When you said
-"Hi sweetie, do you have something to say?"
-He decided that it would be bit unfair
-Lololol, did you believed? There is no way that Saeyong would give up about something so awesome
V:
-Eventually when he understood what he was able to do
-He asked your help to shut it down
-"But V, why you want to give up about something so awesome?"
-"It isn't fair to other people. Nobody wants somebody sneaking into their minds and read their secrets"
-V is right
Saeran:
-When he found out
-HE JUST DIDN'T CARE
-HE KEEPS READING OTHERS MIND BUT DOESN'T DO IT BY WANTING
-HE FREAKS THE HELL OUT OF EVERYONE BY READING THEIR MINDS
-BUT HE DIDN'T CARE
-HE DOESN'T WANT IT
-BUT HE IS OKAY TO KEEP IT
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